I really don’t like to say goodbye to someone, but I have to.I feel really upset that my internship will finish tomorrow. My cheeks are burning! It feels like that a taxi driver hits your laptop by his car. I can’t easily express my feelings right now, but I understood one thing for this summer; I love working.
By the way, I am very thankful that I had many friends in this summer. I accepted that luck smiled to me=)
It was very easy to say goodbye to zeitin, because I know that I will never leave them. Merve was no longer in there I am sad about it=(
I went to the Agva with my boyfriend and our 2 friends, after I finished my internship at zeitin. It was fun=) I want to start writing to here again. So you guys, are you ready to read my writings?=)))) I have an internship at Dogan Telekom, now. I am happy in there people are lovely=) We have made first iftar together. Let me show you my photos with them =)))
http://picasaweb.google.com/aycammm/StajyerlereVedaIftar?authkey=Gv1sRgCMj6-_yB3c7saA&feat=directlink
Söndürmüşüz feneri salaş bir balıkçıda
Rengimizi sıyırmış ta gitmiş gidenimiz
Nur cemalimizin astarı kalmış bitek
Oda kaşık kadar
Vur kadehi ustam bu gecede sarhoşuz
Kalan sağlar bizimdir acıdan mayhoşuz
İki satırlık adamları musallat ettik ömrümüze
Bundandır böyle dibe vuruşumuz
Damla sakız hayallerimize yakamoz vursa
Bari öyle canlansa da hayat bulsa
Ne iyi olurdu kalbe kan yine hücum olsa
Vur kadehi ustam bu gecede sarhoşuz
Kalan sağlar bizimdir acıdan mayhoşuz
İki satırlık adamları musallat ettik ömrümüze
Bundandır böyle dibe vuruşumuz
Söz-Müzik:Sıla Gençoğlu
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3 days left to complete my internship at zeitin. It was fun actually=) I don’t love breaking ups. So, I won’t do any acitasyon here. Somehow, we will see each other after this internship is over. I will miss you guys=(
On these 3 days, I will finish small sketches to upload to youtube and vimeo. 3 of them still waiting to me on my computer=)
Check these photos out. We are all happy today as you see in these photos=)))
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Thanks to God, My summer school is over. It is weird to have smile on my face after 5 week passed=)
So, I am very happy to feel free, and have chance to focus on my job right now. What am I gonna do for today? Let’s make a list about them !
1.Screen cast(Make a script to yourself and go!)
2.Make a schedule for next week. (It is important)
3. Don’t waste your time by watching House M.D(It is Zaf’s fault:p Its gonna be hard!!Its 1 o’clock and I’m gonna watch it until 3, Sorry=))
4. Finish your flash project until Saturday!If it is necessary to not sleep, don’t sleep!
5.After You finish your job, go selin’s house and put on your pj’s, it gonna be the best pj party ever with 5 girls =))))
By the way, I lost weight. thanks to my irade=)
These days are literally sucking my blood. I have never thought that summer and internship are that kind of tough for me. This is not a complaining, this is just a share moment to explain my feelings. I have 2 paper and 1 midterm for this week. I have written my research paper already. Another one is lying on my desk, I do not dare to start fifteen pages research paper. To be honest, I cannot produce ideas that much right now.
I went to the office today at 5pm same as another days. Alper did not come yet. He was handling with some work at recruiting office. After he came to the office, Kutay, Alper and I made a meeting while we were eat something. I need to leave the office early for today. My friend needs me. Her father just died. I had gone to the funeral. I am feeling sorry about her. She is a different person right now.
I use the bus 8237482374 time to go her house. It was 2 am when I came back to my house. I did not do anything about Login form. I will not do anything for tomorrow because I have a midterm and 1 research project that I never touch. People will not understand that situation that I am in, and say “you don’t work” I know. Sorry about that. I don’t mature enough to say my feelings and open to somebody about my excuses, but they are useless anyway. By the way, man population in Bagcilar is unbelievable and they all are perverts. They just think that your body’s shape is curvaceous and say an insulting pyscho word “uff yavrum bla bla. “
Many people don’t understand the difference between arrogance and ambition. They think that they are doing what they meant to do, but they don’t. I am learning many things in this place. This is my first internship experience, that’s why I act people as an innocent forthright person. I must not say everything that comes to my mind. People can be so cruel and rude. I have an example for that, of course=) You like a pussy, it is so cute. You fondle it on your lap, but it immediately bite you. You don’t understand why it does that. Its 4 am, I really don’t think too much about people otherwise I am gonna be so * up.
Today, I went to the office at 11am to meet Mustafa, we had talked to meet at 11am . He came 12 am. I always go first to meetings. I guess, waiting peopele is my destiny=( Nevermind, we need to do videotape recording. We have many scenarios that we have talked about. So, we finished many of them except 2 of them. Lee (American male , a friend of Giray abi) play a role for our sketch. That was fun actually.
After Mustafa gone at 6 pm, I continued to my login form job until the 11 pm. Despite my headache, I wanted to finish my job, but Alper pecked at us. At the end of my story, the Cinderalla we went to her home without turning into a pumpkin or did she?.
It may sounds crazy, but I always want to an orange cabrio volkwagen. Yesterday, when I was visiting arabam.com, I saw it, I saw my baby shiny little cheap miracle.
http://www.arabam.com/IKINCIEL/Ilan/Detay/2133990?MarkaModel=1974-VW-1303-VW
Isn’t that cute and beautiful? Don’t even think about to buy it! I am driving it tingir mingir. I am going to buy it and I will make it cabrio at Sanayi. It sounds like “Portakali soydum”=)
Today, I bought a photo from istock photos and used it for our web site. I am very excited about this site . It makes me happy to see it works and people come to vidiluck. Even I make Alper crazy about my questions, he really works hard about the site. I understand him very much to angry with me. I also want to announced something from here, please stop saying Alpermi uzdu seni questions. No, Not even close. I am trying to go through with some personel problems in my life. My summer school and internship are making pressure on me. If I have less smile on my face, It is because of me, not Alper. People cannot easily make me unhappy. And also I dont want to make unhappy Alper about that.
Today I started to work on my new work: login form. It was much more easier than my first job. Summer school and the job became too much for me, but i can handle with that too. People are lovely in the office. It is the one thing that I am provoked. It was a hard week so I need to sleep.